Black and White

Tell me how to break this cage
and set myself free,
How can I not be scared,
When life threatens to unleash the worst part of me.

I have been through this before,
This fear, this pain,
And I know where all this is heading to,
But I don't wanna be that person again.

Where are all the colours gone?
All I see is Black and White.
Frozen and hopeless,
Dark and cold,
Now, this is what I have become,
But still desperate to see that light.

My mind feels trapped,
in the chain of unwanted thoughts,
And I sit to pen them down.
And ask myself yet again, the same questions,
Why are these voices in my head so loud?
Should I sleep through this chaos or cry it out?

-SJ